Now feeling very pe che so even though I am busy to the max I also wanna write down something..

What is the definition of long known friends and close friends.. Why it seems to be even so difficult to meet a friend for a simple dinner when that friend is leaving singapore for good.. Does it just means they are just too busy to fit anything in or they just can't be bothered because the friend is not that close or simply what's the fear of losing one when I got like 50 more other friends...

Somehow it just seems to me that I am the only one who is trying to make things work.. Others are just waiting for things to happen.. This happens a lot of times in my workplace and now my social circle.. Sucks.. Maybe it is just me, call me difficult to please or what but that is just me !