Just had a very realistic nightmare a few days back. It feels so real until my tears drop when the person die in front of me... Felt pain in my heart... so realistic until I got up with tears in my eyes.

Now just wondering, I like to speed so much.. If one day I die in a fatal car crash accident.. Will any body other than my parents and brother cry for me ?




I absolute hate it when I am very busy. Basically I am not a very well organised person and when I am busy, I screw things up.. Talk about today, suppose to go for a morning meeting and noon time go and repair my car and then meet up my friend... end up, I realised that I got not just a morning meeting, still got a farewell lunch to attend and follow by I got to do up my car and what's more, I also realised that I got a company dinner tonite and then I got my weekly car DIY session too... kaoz... And now I can't even have chance to go for my car repair cuz it is raining super heavy and I can't get to my car without getting soaking wet... How lucky.... what I thought to be a leisure end up to be such a rush day..

My colleage commented that I am lucky to be able to have two treats in a day.. But I doubt so, to me, attending such functions is a dread for me. I just hate it, can't be myself, got to go there on time, must be some super posh restaurant where you got to observe your behavior.. So restrictive.. I like to be carefree, I hate being tied down.. Kaoz... Enough of my whining for now. ta. :(




Yesterday I was watching a show, there is this guy inside who is claimed to be some love expert and he mention something.

"Do not be a close friend to the girl you choose to be with as a girlfriend"

Do not know if you people understand my direct translation, as you all know I got bad command of language. Somehow I find this sentence quite true.

Will you ppl grow tired of helping out other people ? Somehow I have grown a bit tired of it... It is somehow draining me out...

To me, problems that I can't solved will be cast aside. This is my childhood mindset. Everytime I spoil my toy, I choose to immediately to go to sleep and hopefully that it will be okay the next morning... Although I know it never works but to me, that is the best option I have..

What do you do when someone is really angry with you and don't answer all your messages or phone calls ? I don't know the answer too. Does cooling down period works ? I doubt so too, a problem will always be a problem no matter how long you leave it, it will never by miracle, solve by itself de.




Just went to watch phantom of the opera on sunday night. It was fantastic sia... Really liked it a lot, and who knows, I may end up watching it the second time... wahaha... Ten times better than the movie I can say. The set is nice, the music is nice.. (minus the orchestra..) well... lots of it is nice.. haha..

Now think of it, I got lots of movie I wanna watch and still have not had the chance and time to go watched... Argh.... Busy busy busy.....