Somehow I just felt that if you are not on the list, no matter how hard you tried.... You will still never be on the list. Guess life is just like that. what is the point of clinging on any point of hope. It only cause the people concerned to be wary and reserved towards you. I always liked my friend's saying "If it is yours, it will be yours."

Oh yah, another portion to add in. I was chatting with my good friend some time back and we both come to a conclusion that we decided to find a gf who is not local. Reason being local gals are too practical and demanding. On chatting with another of my good friend of the opposite sex, they mentioned that local guys are not gentlemanly and romantic enough.. Oh well, I can only say, let us all out source and help increase the population of singapore bah ;p I guess the reason being the difference in life style of different countries, just so happened that new stuffs just seem more appetizing to some. Anyway that's all for now. Got to attend to a visitor that is coming to my lab le. tata.