Friendship is like kite flying.. Once you lose it, it will just fly off and never comes back to you unless you go look for where it has dropped.

Honestly speaking, I am not so sure of what I have been busy with recently but I am always home late at night and got to leave for work early in the morning.. Think my body is breaking down soon. Purposely cancelled my DIY session last night hoping to rest but ended up still being called by them to help them do the wiring for the fog light. Sometimes giving all the time does make a person sian and grumpy..... For now, I hate commitment, responsibility and restriction !

Last night when I reach home around 2am, I saw this uncle that was polishing his car. It is most prob a 1991 nissan sunny saloon with a 1.5l engine. Recognise him cause he chatted with me a few times. Can you imagine !!! Polishing car in the middle of the night. After talking to him for a while, I find that I have not been fair to my car... I still rememeber in the past when I first gotten my toyota starlet, I did wash the car myself every week and attend to every minor details about the car that I feel requires touch up. I have not done leather care for my car seats for almost 3 weeks, didn't vacuum my carpet for almost a month !! Have not polish my car since after CNY. Did not wash car myself for almost 1 year. Somehow I feel that I did not care for my present car more than my previous car. Felt guilty... Recently chat with my bao bei and she was commenting on how her boss treat the car. "Car is just a form of transport. A CHEAP car does not requires so much maintenance and since it is CHEAP, why bother to wash car ?" Maybe as a car lover, I was instantly fired up once I hear these and was so piss off and emotionally affected. But what to do, to most people, a car is indeed just a form of better transport than bus or MRT. To me, car is my companion. She is always there for me. Responding to my needs for raw power or refine cruising, bringing me to places to relax, playing music that I enjoyed listening. I should not have neglected her.. Time to pay more attention to her.