Getting all moody last night, guess I had a mood swing. Quite sian now. But I still have to face it, I am all myself again... May not be all bad, just that missed those times and will have images keep flashing over my head. Now the idea is to get myself very busy and very occupied and very tired... Anyway....

Today I came across something interesting, questions that I have never thought of and now I should come out with a few other questions from the main question:

(1) What would you do if there is no internet in work for a day ?
A: I guess I would first go la kopi, then come back, I still can read my papers, do my paperwork, play games on my PC ! Anyway not the first time I no have internet le. haha... not a big problem. HA !

(2) What would you do if there is no PC !
A: Experienced it before also when my harddisk crashed ! Feel pretty helpless but then again, on with my routine, la kopi first. When back, use my iphone to surf the net and check mails !!! muahaha...

(3) What would you do if there is no internet, PC and handphone !!!
A: That is really a though one and I guess my answer will be to sleep !!! and most prob I will just leave the office and go to some quiet place and stone.




Wow. It sure is a long time since I last post some stuff. Oh well, I am back again with the aim to improve my memory this time BY recalling yesterday's stuffs so it may get boring sometimes but it is all in the bid for me to improve my memory !

Yesterday was the day to fetch my grandma back to malaysia so as usual, I was waken up by the commotion made by my parents as they are preparing and of course my usual DOG alarm (he manage to have a good bio clock and barks at 8plus-9am everyday to wake us up) It was a dread for me to get up as the previous night, I slept late as I was out with my vios club khakis to pray for the seventh month and of course all the chit chatting and catching up till 1am.... my gosh ! Not really have a choice to just excuse myself to go home as I will feel pai seh....

The drive to kukup was smooth and it took us just 1hr 30mins (normally 2-2.5 hrs) to reach the sea side food centre for our lunch. And carried on our journey to kukup. And somehow along the way over just a distance of 29km.... my parents and my grandma started quarrelling and all three of them were almost screaming.... imagine my agony... not enough sleep, long drive... then now have to withstand the screaming..... haiz ! Luckily I manage to reach kukup in juz 20mins and end the agony ! When we reached my grandma's place, everything all of sudden just turn out okay again just as if the quarrel never took place ! Amazed........ Fast forward... My time there was comprises of playing with the kids (as usual the 'gym' weight lifting exercise thingy) and this time seventh month praying again ! Helping my uncle to burn the 'papers' (not sure what to call that) and it was really really really very very very HOT ! and maybe that explains the reason for my headache for the whole day today.... :s At around 3pm, I was telling my parents that maybe we should be heading home but they seems reluctant hence we drag till 5plus then have to rush to leave and try to beat the jam..... pretty funny, can relax and slowly do things don't want, like to drag and end up rushing... guess everyone is like that including me :p and really lucky the trip back was a sweet 1.5hrs too although I have to detour to two places for my parents to buy things AND pray again ! Yesh, again for the seventh month (this time is for our family de) I was really very tired and turned in for an early night.

Today morning I woke up with a really bad headache.... Bad start... :(
But I remember to msg my dear to wish her happy birthday ! :) and her reply brightens up my day :) So it is a good start afterall :) Went to the petrol kiosk to have a car wash as the car was really dirty after the trip up north and guess what ! It rains !!! How come it rains almost every time after I washed my car (@.@) haha... Reached my lab and rushed my experiments... Tedious job of having to aligned four tiny gold wire on my samples..... Imagine big clumsy hands with tini wini little gold wires ! Drained 60% of my daily energy..... -.-" Went canteen for lunch but the crowd was ridiculous until I can't even walk into the canteen !!! So just bought one sandwich and a piece of cake to eat ! Kaoz ! Don't even know want to put these food in the left side or the right side of my stomach... Maybe when I drop it in my stomach, I can't even hear echoes of the drop loh ! so small... haha... Anyway after that have to meet my Prof's secretary to help her to carry refreshments to the meeting room (yah.. part of my student job, to do sai gang...), went to look for my Prof briefly but I wasn't really prepared and I went to look for him... so sort of mess up things a bit.... Eg. request something from him but I do not have the details so he could not help also.... Think he must be wonder what am I up to loh.... Back to lab stone a while and I felt bad for not preparing anything for my dear.... Squeeze my CMI brain a bit more and I decided to make her a birthday card... Made a few prototypes.... and finally the card !!! I really hope she like it.... It is not a lot of things... but I really spent time thinking and doing it.... after that is clearing my emails and then preparing for my tutorial teaching next week... and of course to meet my dear to pass her the card I made... Saw her received the card but don't know if she is disappointed or not that I only made a card for her... : Hence feeling a bit down that I have not done enough for her... :( Haiz....

And what is the best part..... In typical Chongwei's life style... when I am feeling down... more has to come.... one of my friend sms me telling me that she is very sad and feeling down.... (how I wish I could tell her that I am feeling down too....) but as usual to the Chongwei's analogy, I manage to cheer her up and put in encouragment words. Maybe one day, I should record the number of people I manage to cheer up when they are feeling down....

Okay, enough for now... headache is coming back.... got to rest le... tata




Today is the fourth day I am in Japan. Gosh, seem like ages I have been Japan. Maybe because of the dreadful weather. Apparently it is at 4 degs most of the time as opposed to the 7-10 I saw on website. Faintz... So I was not really prepared for 4 degs and fell sick on the first night... Lucky I got some herbal tea thingy for cold de and it 'saved' me ! Now at least I am more used to the coldness and will not shiver le. But I still get bad headaches everyday and I really wonder why... Last night had a party and it was really funny. I would say Japanese becoming so fun loving when they are drunk... I should say when they are partying. I still woke up early in the morning and I really wonder why my right ear still feel stuck until now... ever since at the air plane, I got an ear problem from the pressure.. Sianz... Till now still stuck most of the time.. And while typing this post, my right ear amazingly cleared while I was yawning. haha... Astonished ! Maybe I should yawn more to clear my ears. haha. There seem to be no coherence in my posting so I guess I am just too tired. Shall sign off here. tata




Wow, the last time I updated my blog was when I was talking about going to Japan and now I am really flying off tomorrow. Preparations have been rather frustrating all thanks to the super hot weather this two days... now is 31.7 degs ! and Japan is going to be like 7-10 degs only...

I realised that I have been so busy recently that I have neglected so many of my friends. Only after reading their blog or meet up or through a phone call then I realised how much has happened. It is just a bit overwhelming how come so much can happened within a month of me 'disappearing' and nothing seems to happen when I was contacting them almost everyday. I guess that is how life is... And during my QE, I have friends who normally would not really care about me all of sudden calling me and messenging me to ask me to jia you. It is really nice of them and sweet. And I have tons of CNY messages being sent to me. Wow... But the worst part is my stupid phone crashed !!!! hence I lost all my contacts... Faintz... So I have to go like "Ehm... My hp crash and I lost all my contacts, do you mind if you let me know who you are...." But with that, it is quite amazing how so many long lost friends (even hi-bye friends !) started msging me and I really long to meet up with them and catch up.

One joyful thing for me is of course I have finally completed my qualifying oral presentation which has been such a torture for me. It is really stretching me and giving so much stress until I almost went nuts. (There is one time I even started developing caustrophobia within my office cubicle) Talk about how bad it can be. But I am quite glad that it turns out well and it is over and hearing the "you passed" words from their mouth. Sweet ! After rushing for my QE report, then the presentation and now I got to rush for my Japan trip. Now I am seriously thinking how many times I will get lost in Japan. haha... I am trying (not very effort nor trying very hard) to download Japan map into my phone... And the voice guiding part is going to expire again. Kaoz... Cause when the voice guide expires, my whole program cannot be used ! Stupid right. Really eat money fast sia.

Now lastly CNY greetings. May this new year be a fruitful one for everyone. Wish everyone great health. May those who are in relationships enjoy peace and happiness, those who do not have partners find one. Those who have low paid job and over taxing jobs find better ones.

Cheers and Huat Ah !!! :)




Waa... just a blink of an eye and it is past so long since I last updated my blog le. I am so amazed with myself that I have successfully made this !

This is what people called a fruit flower ! At least it looks great in photo and of course it smell super nice in real life. Fragrant strawberry (although very sour ! despite the costly price), pineapple, cherry tomato and grapes !
Another thing is my Japan trip is confirmed as I have booked my air tix le. Will be there from 15 Feb to 27 Feb. Second time I going on overseas research trip, full of anticipation and a bit of boredom as I will be alone and also missing someone in Singapore. BUT I shall source for some car parts or electronic products to make up for the boredom ! Let me target EITHER or maybe all :p of these:

(1) A good digital camera
(2) Chocolate biscuit (Japan speciality, forgot what they call it)
(3) Car related stuffs ? (no idea what they have there)
(4) Some gifts !!!
(5) Any form of unique stuffs

And hopefully the place will be exciting enough for me to take lots of photos !!! keke... That's all for now. (^.^) tata




Wow, time really flies and it has already been so many days since I last updated my blog. Got a couple of things I wanted to say BUT as usual I have forgotten about them. haha... Now taking a short break away from writing my QE report which is getting really boring and tiring... Yawnz...
Recently, I seems to have a strong craving for black beans and worst thing is it is not easy to get and secondly, I have forgetten where I can get them... Argh.....




Oh well, the air has been cleared today. I did not contact any chicken pox and best of all, Mr M did not contact chicken pox too. Instead he contact Shingles which in my context is more serious as it will burn the nerve system which really sounds horrible ! Hope he will be fine. Anyway I was down with a bad headache today hence did not go work. Quite weak recently, wondering if it is due to the vaccine jab or it is just me. Best part is I think i am going to lose weight again. Yay... reaching my targetted weight really soon :)

And next for the more interesting stuffs, my friends were discussing about resignation letter and here goes: (I wonder if anyone really dares send this kind of letter. :p)

Dear Mr KNS,

This letter is to inform you about my resignation from my post as "overworked, under-paid, abused, condemned and under-appreciated". My last day after servicing the one month notice would be on XX Feb 2010.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for the learning opportunities (as if there were any) and the kind guidance (also read as criticism, sarcasm and humiliation) and appreciation (by abusing me... everyday OT). I had received (suffered) throughout my XX years of working in this god-forsaken shit hole.

Please let me go ( I'll go even if you don't want me to OR I can even pay you to let me go... over my dead body HAHAHA ) Great Thanks !
This is a letter to inform and not a letter of approval. Dear Mr KNS, please bear this in mind. Your acknowledgement makes no difference.