Oh well... this happens in real life. keke... can you imagine how funny friendship can be. both appears to be normal friends in front of others but in fact they bears full of hatred for one another... keke... tried to solved the problem but realise that it is ultimately up to them to see if they are willing to compromise and come to a term. most of the problems that happened seems to be because of misunderstanding... everybody just like to leave things behind and hope that it will be automatically... my friend commented that it is okay if my friend think of me in this way, i can always do without them... this really shocks me and it also creates one big impact on me... I do treasure my friends a lot... but do they treasure me as a friend or I am just being treated as someone who can entertain them when they are bored or someone who just happen to be a spare which is always available any time they need me... Well, but then for me, irregardless of how they treat me, i still regard them as friends. Maybe I am too easily satisfied and not demanding in a friendship. But does that means that I can be taken advantage of ? I do feel something when these things happen just that I can tolerate more. anyway that's all for now. just a thought with no direct person related.