Super super busy yesterday... Not really that good to start off the week with so much work to do. Yesterday was really very very tiring for me... Worked in the clean room for the whole day... But good news is I manage to complete the task given to me so not that bad after all. Went for my vocational licenses test thingy in the evening and gosh was it super easy.. haha... should not have studied for it. haha.. I was so tired after the test until I just cancelled a meeting with my friend to go home and rest. haha..

My car has not arrived and gosh.. I already got so many things I wanted to fit in the car le. haha.. things like DVD player with LCD screen plus TV tuner, V-kool, 18 inch sports rim, anti roll bar, tower bar, under strut bar, rear bar and brace. haha... lower suspension... guess all my money will go into the car le. haha.. What to do... at least car is more faithful to me. haha... ops... no offences.

Well... for those who know me, when i get really tired le... thoughts will run in my mind... and this morning my friend msg me to tell me that her ex msg her. So then at that point of time I just had a thought, don't know if you people have this kind of thinking... You feel like having someone by your side but you fear to go into a relationship because you have been hurted once very deeply.. Wound may have heal but scars will always be there. But does that means that will give you an excuses not to commit fully into the next relationship, is it fair for the other party. well then again, fair has never been an appropriate word to be used in relationship, one have to be real fortunate to have such a relationship, most of the time is one give and take. haha.. sound quite cmi rite.

Why is it that there will always be someone who is totally unaffected at all whereas the other suffer in pain and agony alone. There is really a limitations on how much a friend can help you, the rest is up to the person involved. Recently have been examining these relationships thingy and found that it is easier said than done because I have been through it first and honestly speaking, I am really afraid of going into another relationship, maybe just not yet met the gal that can really give me that kind of feeling. So right now, my dear partner will be the one I have always loved... My car... keke.. until when I finally met my real life ideal partner, my car will always be my truly beloved one. keke.. (^_^)