Seems to me that my life has become more and more of complains than happening stuffs that I am happy or interested with... The number of complains I have in life is getting more and more... Seems like I am starting to get more and more discontented with the way of my life... Why is it so....

Don't really know why... possible reasons which i have thought of, maybe sagitarius really need a lot of ppl to care for them. Recently being too low in profile and not contacting my friends, somehow a lot of my time, I felt lonely. Maybe i am just afraid to be lonely.. but yet sometimes i like to be alone. Do i really need a lot of friends or just a few good friends will do... this question has been pondering over my mind. there is even one point of time when i felt that i can make do with just one friend who can be there for me all the time, satisfied my need of not being lonely. anyway, i also dun really know what i want, sometimes just trying to ignore certain things and sometimes just make myself happy from just some minor issues. Seems to me that i really have to put in a lot of effort to retain my friends... really envy those who can do nothing and yet have lots of friends, anyway this is just another of my complains..

I find that i seems to have lost my chatty nature, now most of the time i chose to listen, find that i enjoy listening more than speaking, makes me more curious and able to learn abt more things. friends who can chat are hard to find, friends who are easy to crap are easy to find. anyway what's all for now, got to go back to work to pull out 'arrows' from my body le.