Just an email from my 'gay' pal from chicago. He sure has a good command of language. Felt so touched by his email and at the same time feel sorry for him now that he is all alone in chicago again. Can't imagine myself in his position if I am all alone overseas for my studies...

All those things that he wrote about how he enjoyed himself during his short stay in singapore during the dec vacation. It just seems so funny... Not everyone seems (this is from my point of view) to really care about whether he returns back to singapore or not... At least i cannot tell from their facial expression how much they miss him since he last left... but it sure seems that he missed us more then we do miss him..

So why do people only treasure things that only appear in tiny little bits that appears to be so precious whereas on the other hand they don't really bothers about it when it is in abundance... that's why i always say humans are stupid, they never treasure the things they all the while have.. they only think of them when they start to lose them... and even more surprisingly, some just carry on life as though nothing has happened.. yesh.. you may say that life goes on but then are you sure that it does not even impact your life at all during the stage when the thing is still in existence... Sometimes we are just too busy and forgot to take notice of people who have been really doing their best to do their part in your life, don't they deserved something better from you... Hmm... There is no way we can do so many things at one time and that is where choices come in... We are forced to make decision that we do not really want it that way... So in life, we got no choice ? I don't think so.. It will all depend on how you look at things and how you take things.. Be too careless or neglience is a sure way of getting into trouble..

Tomorrow is CNY eve and I am still planning what to do... Guess I shall sleep through the CNY. haha... thought of going in Malaysia to visit my Xiao Bu Dian but then it is being postponed so at the moment, I shall just stay at home and sleep. haha... Good way to rest.. One of my friend told me something which I find quite true about myself.. I never know when to stop, I always over-play, over-work and over-eat.. It is until my body cannot take it and I fall sick then I know when to stop and rest... Maybe that's my life... I cannot stop... There are still people who need my help, there are still work to be done... Yeah... (^_^) Gambade !!