Now waiting for my 6.45pm lesson and yesh of course I at last succesfully done up my computer such that I can come online le.

While waiting for time to past... Some thoughts run over my mind while reading some blogs..

Read from one, friendship are the soil for the growing of love seeds.. The longer the friendship, the stronger will the love trees grow.. True or not ?

Been thinking for some time before I can type out something here... So everyone's thoughts and thinking and expectation changes over time.. Another random thought, I have seen how easy it is for others to reject people who like or love them but why is it do difficult for me to do the same too ? I think too much or simply because I know how it feels like to be rejected... True to be told, you can't accept someone whom you do not have any feelings for or never thought of it before.. No wonder my friends always mention something about, "well he ah... i can only say that he can only be a good friend but he certainty does not meet the requirement of being a boyfriend" Just curious how did they come to this conclusion ? Well the matter of fact because I find that I can treat a friend very well, but then it is never close to how I treat my girlfriend.. Experience from the past.. keke.. So much uncertainty and because of that I think that is why people nowadays prefer something fresh and new.

Read from a book yesterday which is very funny and interesting.. Gals like guys who are bad.. haha... It goes something like this, gal like guys who treat them badly because they get thrillled in this way possibly due to come childhood memories that they will want so much to rememeber back... Sounds logical but at the same time may just mean crap. haha.. Why I say that is because I read from another place which I find it more meaningful and of course more logical.. haha.. it goes like, "You do not need to try to understand a gal too much, just shower them with lots of care and concern, towards a guy, you really have to try to understand him to win his heart" Sounds really difficult huh.. haha.. I have friends who are still trying to understand their boyfriend even after many years of being close friends with them before deciding to choose them. Well another is more of a joke... "Man wished so much that after marriage their woman will not change whereas woman wished so much that man will changed after marriage. " haha..

Hmm... 6.20pm... still got time to crap somemore things in here... okay, you are right, I am bored in the office now.. haha.. Maybe should try one of my friend's friend blog where he zhi dao zhi yan.. haha...

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Okay, too difficult for me... give up... haha..

Okay, let me tell you a story of my friend on how he found the one he love and being together with her in the end. There was this friend whom I knew in ntu. He sort of like one of the gal in the same class as us, so he tried all means and ways to woo her... Homemade chocolates to cook food for her to whatever things u can ever think of to make a gal happy, I am really impressed with him, but what he lack of course is a mouth that talk sweetly. So surprisingly, he could not manage to woo her.. Being a close friend of hers, I asked her, why didn't you accept him.. He is showering you with lots of care and concern that a guy.. okay a guy like him can possibly give.. But all she said was, he is a bit of the irritating, no feeling for him, threaten my friends unneccessarily... all those stuffs... hmm... okay... so this went on for a long long time... okay.. not very long also.. just a few months.. I have seen years one.. Until after some time being with him, I realised that he calls one gal very often to ask her what she should do in order to woo her and also confine into her whenever he is feeling dejected.. slowly slowly, I realised that the gal that he actually should be with is the gal that who has always been there for him.. (Storyline sounds like Jang Na Ra but then of course this is a real life one. haha) so one day I just prompt him about the gal who has always been by his side... So in the end, he saw a light in his life and both of them are together.. Long story with just a very short conclusion. I find that this happens to everyone including me, we never seems to look around us for those people who have always been there for us secretly and we sort of took them for granted but I must also admit that I do really respect those who have the perseverance to carry on despite being disappointed time and again.. Well, a very long winded story.. Can get tired just by typing it.. haha..

And lastly as promised, my aim for this new year.. Look ahead and move on, leave the past to be memories that always remain sweet in your heart, be persistent and you may lose every good memories that you have. They are still people who need help out there, revert back to my old self and carry on helping people. Seeing happiness in other people is equal to my own happiness. From Dharma teachings, the most important things in this world is not something that can be bought or taken..

That all for now and guess what... arghh.... going to be late for my lecture le... tata...