Friday, August 18, 2006
Lazy to continue my life long story. shall talk about other things here.
I read somewhere,
"People come and go, so why do we have to put in so much effort on the person?"
"To be able to attain true happiness, we have to learn to let go those unhappy memories"
Hmm... I start to think back that during my secondary days were the days I did the most. Teaching people from skills in playing instruments, how to be more popular, how to fight in order to win, how to handle stress, how to be a better person etc...
I have taught a lot of people ways of life out there.... Only a few remains still in contact me with in the sense I do go out with... Of course the amount of effort I put in is a lot... And seeing some ended ignoring what I have just told them and turning to the worst still make me sigh... There is so little things a person can do.. I still remember a movie that says something like on a mission to save something from destroying earth all those stuffs. And one of the actor say something very true.. "i am not that great to think that I can save the world by embarking on this mission, all I want to do is just to save my wife and son..."
My thoughts are now so random nowadays... This is the result of writing what just comes into my mind.. My entries are all in a mess.. Maybe i shall stop for now and start writing when I sort out my thoughts and memories...
Memories is something that is always there irregardless of how you want to forget....
Perhaps repositioning these memories onto different levels of recall rate helps in letting go...
It is a real sad feeling to remember some past happy experience and knowing that you will never ever get to have those feelings again...
Keeping every secret...
at 4:51 PM