Sometimes I really wonder if I can survive without friends. Why all of sudden have that thought, oh well, cause recently dunlin is not in school, and my new found friend also not in school, so literally i am having lunch alone everyday since last week. Kind of love it and hate it kind of feeling. Went out on my own too since most of my friends are not free, felt funny maybe cause I have not been out alone for a long time le. In short I liked the freedom of going out alone without having to please anyone on the places I wanna go, or how long I intend to bunk at one place. The thing I don't like is there is no one to talk to or to discuss things with. Have I started to become too dependant on people ? Sometimes I really just wonder... Hmm...