Hmmm.... first time felt tired but don't feel like sleeping. not too sure of what is going on also.. just sort of having a confusion in my mind now. guess it is just some random thought that happens to trigger concerns that I been having all the while. Hence here I wake up to crap a bit before going to sleep.


Why I am so quiet recently is because I have recovered from the stupid fever that made me bedridden for one whole week. People have commented that I have lose weight.. I guess so too, cause for the whole week, I have just been eating my most dread food, porriage. glad that i do not have to eat that anymore but then again, kind of like it too. haha...

Having not worked for one whole week really make me feel dread with the fact that I got to go work tomorrow. Kaoz... But then again, I don't really got much pressure at work too, so there is no reason why I should feel dread.. Besides, I am bored to death at home le..

How fast does one person change... Or it is not a change. I can't tell for sure but it just somehow felt funny. Someone whom you are close to and often out with just all of sudden seems to vanish from your life. It just somehow felt funny and makes me really wonder, is the person really that busy or I am just some hi bye friend to them. Oh well, that is me, I always like to think more. Now I really wonder how many of my friends know that I was sick very badly for the past whole week. It was a really painful and dreadful experience and I hoped I don't have to go thru it again.

Running out of things to write or just don't feel like writing le. anyway, that's all for now. tata